Mullapudi Venkata Ramana

"Maata, maata mukhyamoyi, ee dabbu daskam poye tappudu moota kattukupotaamaa .... harishchandrudu chudu, maata migilipothundi ....

"Sarelevoyi, harishchandrudu matram poye tappudu maatani moota kattukuni poyada"

I have always been a fan of Bapu's movies ..... Recently after reading a few literary works by Mullapudi Venkata Ramana, I now know where does the characters get their irony, satire and sarcasm from .....

A few pieces of excellence in writing (films or books) made me want to read all the books written by him .. The magic his words has created with Bapu's lens on screen is beyond any words ....

In "Buddhimantudu", a social drama, the religious ANR, who is a priest at a local temple, starts to have visions of Lord Krishna, appearing to him in person, talking to him. At one point Lord Krishna even says

"asalu nenu lenu emo, nenu nee kalpana emo",

when the priest starts straying away from humanity toward religious fanaticism.

"Asuya ghataina prema ki thermometer " says a character while trying to reason his possessiveness,

"maa rendo bavamaridi adda gaadidalle tirugutunnaadu, mee office lo emaina udyogam unte chudaradu"
"nenuuuu, adda gaadidalaki, aa maata meere annaru, udyogaalu ivvanu" says the one of the main characters leading to the crux of the story.

"Cegatri, akasam lo murder jariginattu ledu, suryudu nethuru gadda la ledu" says villian in introduction and the way we perceive the character changes from there on ...

Take a raw emotion, add right amounts of sensibility, throw in capability for good measure, mix it up well with a humorous lightening rod, allow it to settle in a volatile container. The concoction sums up Sri Ramana's characters. His characters usually spread out on the far sides of the colorful spectrum. Either they are truly sensible, looking at the world without any hang ups or they are completely outlandish bordering on biting sarcasm, fantasy and cynicism (basu baavamaridi in pelli pustakam).

Its too sad that articles by people like Sri Ramana are not published frequently in websites, like they used to in magazines earlier. If it can be believed that to study a subject from various authors gives students much better understanding of the subject, what else can be the best way to learn about life rather than reading works by people like Sri Ramana.

Ramana's enthusiasm is ruled by Bapu's sensibility. Bapu's vision is enhanced by Ramana's brilliance in writing. They remain the two sides of the same coin. Their association has broken many accepted truths - artists good on paper can never be great on film; only opposites attract; nobody would watch mythological characters in a social setting; telugu heroine should never look like one from telugu land; heroism in a movie is directly proportional to the body count in the fights; heroine should always be dependent on the hero for her existence.

I hope to read a lot and let you guys know the proceedings ....

Let me finish off this post with a dialogue between Budugu and Ceegana Peesunamba .....

budugu walks in front of a mirror, looks into it, folds his hand (in namaskaaram fashion) and starts singing:

okkade mahaanubhaavudu, aa okkadiki vandanamulu...

Pesoonamba rushes into the frame and starts yelling:

mashtaaru,veedu, paatanu khooni chestunnaadu

budugu looks at Peesunamba, obligingly and corrects his song, this time turned toward her:

iddare mahaanubhavulu,aa iddarikee vandanamulu...

Ceegana Peesunamba is pleased!

Manava seve Madhava seva

General ga in this regard, kudi chethi tho sahayam cheste edem chethi ki teliyakudadu antaru ........

Kani when Sunitha acknowledged my small help in her blog I felt nice .......

So here goes her post .......

"Ravi supports Manasa

Ravi Nanduri writes,

“I am already sponsoring 2 kids in West Bengal through organization called Plan (www.plan.org.au). But I always wanted to do something for our place. Child labour is one of the issues that been bothering me since ages.

I stopped drinking sugar cane juice near my home in Hyderabad beacuse there was a 8-10 year old boy working there. My mom who is a big devotee of Sri Satya Sai Baba, got him to school through one of the programs they have.

I read about this program in your blog and was immediately game for it. So please remind me of any small amount I could help. Its a great idea to celebrate donating to a noble cause and I will try to inspire others too and see that this is just not a once off thing from us (Telugus in Melbourne).

I live in Preston and been here since 4 years. I came for my masters and now working at Australian Post. Your blog has got lot of people here addicted. Its a daily routine for us. So let me know for any help and I will get in touch immediately.”

Ravi has mailed again and offered support to Manasa. He is the fifth person in our chadavalaniundi network to sponsor this month. This december we have collected 34thousand Rs (that will sponsor three students) and 150$ for school students (that will sponsor 5 students in Dr Reddy’s Foundation KARV school)."

http://sunitablogs.com/2008/ravi-supports-manasa/

Rock On - My take

Everyone at home, work place and all the other ppl I know went gaga over the film which made me feel like an outcast for some strange reason ........

No doubt I liked the film, felt the film had huge 'Dil Chahta Hai' hangover on it …….

The only person I liked from the film was Javed Akhtar for his lyrics ….. Indian rock music is very superficial, with most songs having archaic lyrics, but he has experimented with words which made the songs lovable ………
The best part was writing about a laundry bill, denim jacket, chandi ka ring... you can't use angoothee for ring... This is the lingo of rock …… and Javed saab has mastered the lingo …….

This piece is not exactly a review of the film but I guess I just wanted to pen a few words about the most interesting part for me in the film ………..
I feel its not a cult film nor a great film as lot of people put it ………

Those who are reading ………… Keep having fun until Apple goes up ……...

An article by economist Yogesh Chhabria

LATELY, I have been thinking a lot about the Lehman crisis. Spending money that they didn’t have and going beyond their means is one of the main reasons for their situation today. In fact that is the cause for the current economic crisis in the US . When I see all this happening, I can only remember the good old days. Then, karz was bad. People looked down upon those who took loans. Parents would not give their daughter’s hand in marriage to a man with loans.But of course, the times have changed now. Everyone I know has a loan. The buzz word is EMI (equated monthly instalment). Today, you can buy everything on EMI - a house, a television, even an i-Pod. In fact I know of someone who just bought a fancy BMW 3 series on EMI, instead of buying a cheaper car outright with cash. I mostly prefer to take public transport, but then I am an old man with old thoughts!

Anyway, coming back to what caused the crisis. Imagine having Rs 2 lakh in your bank account, no regular income, yet buying a house worth Rs 65 lakh, in the hope of selling it for a higher price. Even if the price of the house fell by just 5 per cent (that is Rs 3 lakh), you will go bankrupt. This is what Lehman Brothers did; with around USD 20 billion they went and bought assets worth over USD 600 billion. Isn’t it suicidal and simply foolish?

I am sure things would have been different, had I been the head of Lehman brothers. But who wants an old conservative man like me to head a complex financial institution. But there are a few lessons that we can learn:

Live a balanced life and avoid overspending.Don’t buy things we don’t need.Don’t buy excess Food, Cloths, Cosmetics, Footwear, electronics and Fashion accuracies just think before you buy. Tip: World still has a lot of growth ahead and the future holds immense opportunities for us. Let us make the most of it and save and invest it wisely instead of wasting our precious little on things we don’t need.Try to balance life with work (No one is happy to work in their professions) .Don’t stress out yourself, after work try to do some extra activities like swimming, yoga, walking, running where you can divert your mind from stress. A thumb rule: Health is more important than money.Try to understand each other (Wife and Husband) in financial matters and help each other. Tip: As soon as you get your monthly salary, set aside a fixed amount, usually 35 per cent, for insurance, savings and investments. You can then spend the rest.Not all loans are bad. Loans that are ‘need based’ (home loans, education loans) can always find a place in your finances against those that are largely ‘want based’ (Credit cards, personal loans, car loans).Borrow only if repayment is financially comfortable.A thumb rule: Keep EMIs within 35 to 45 per cent of your monthly income In that respect, there is one American who I really respect - Warren Buffet. He has lived in the same ordinary house for over three decades, drives his own medium sized car and leads an extremely regular ‘middle class’ life. If that’s all it takes for the richest person on earth to be happy, why do all of us need to take extra stress just so that we can get things which aren’t even essential?

Ravi - Aus Post

Dt - 07/11/2008

Australian Post - HQ Datawarehouse Support

Am I enjoying this? YES ……..
Chala ……… EBI tho compare cheste chala prashantham ga vundi life ……….

I am actually working from Day one ……..
Office ki velthe emcheyali ani digulu ledu …… naaku oopika vundali kani emaina cheyachu ……….. Kurchuni cheste roju ki 12-14 gantala pani vundi ………..

So I am having fun ikkada ………….

Enduko emadhya illu ante chala pikutondi ………
Bahusa May lo one week trip saripoledu emo …………

Yet emcheyalem ………. Sridhar pelli settle ayithe bavundu ani korukovadam tappa ……….. PR raka mundu ……. vaste chalu ….. Eppudu kavali ante appudu velachu anukune vadini ……… kani vachaka …….. Job lo selavalu istanu anna sare ……. Pelli time ki vadukundam le ani wait chestuna …………

Emito jeevitham …… emcheddam anukunna kudaradu …….. Kani on high end ……… nenu peddaga prayatnam cheyakundane …….. Chala manchi vishayalu jarigayi naa life lo ………… Engg, Aus, PR, IT ila …………….

So a time ki ela react avalo ala react avadam naa life lo jarugutunna oka pattern ………
Idhe pattern continue cheste better ……..

Books chaduvutunna koddi ……. Fiction lo brathikestunanu emo ani oka bhayam pattukundi …………. At the same time, reality lo brathakadam ante enti?
……. I think I am aware of things I need to do …… and some how adhi jarugutune vundi …….. I think main ga nenu next 6 months cheyalisindi ……

1. Do my job well (so far …… So good)
2. Save for Sridhar's marriage
3. Contribute something to society (Sunil & Riah)

Ivanni jarugutunayi kabatti ……. I think Tram lo travel chestunappudu ……. Adhi ila aithe, ala aithe ani fiction lo characters tho deal chestu (ante a characters gurunchi ekkuva alochistu) ……… spend cheyadam pedda problem kademo ………… antha serious problem aithe bava chepthadu le

Bava -- Naa blog ki unna ekaika srotha vi …….. Nuvve ………..

Migatha antha shara mamule …….. Inka manchi books chadivi ……….. Manchi vishaya parigyanam sampidinchu kovali ……..

P.S - I don’t a thing about Democrats and Republicans, kani Obama gelichadu good anukunnanu ............ Office lo andaru adhe annaru ………. What does this means to Australia ante …….. Malli emo annaru ………… So andaru plain ga ….. For no reason ……. Happy ga unnaru ………. Vasudaika Kutumbam ante idhe ne emo ………………

Bye now …………….

Kanyasulkam Chadivanu .......

Naaku Telugu chadavadam ante chala istam ...... aithe voracious reader ni matram kadu ...... emadhya khali time ekkuvuga vuntondi kabatti chaduvutunanu .......... "Girls For Sale" ani mana Gurajada Apparao garu rasina "Kanyasulkam" ane novel ki translation ni emadhya chadivanu ....... The next few lines oka chinna sameeksha ana mata .........

"Kanyasulkam" ni andaru oka goppa sangha samsakaran rachana ga chustaru kani naaku appatike Veeresalingam panthulu garu start chesina movement (Child marriages abolish cheyalani, widow marriages support cheyalani) ki support chestu, konni chotla vatine melliga ethipodustunattu anipistundi .......... deeniki example Madhurvani ki, Sowjanyarao ki jariga sambhasana climax lo ............. (Cinema chusina variki climax lo savitri ki, Gummadi ki madhya dialogues) .......... ooru oorantha lubdhavadhanulu meeda, pelli set chesina rampanthulu meeda tiragabadatharu ........ already society lo ilantivati meeda intha reaction vunte ...... mari samskarana emiti ? ........ aithe Geerisam lanti characters ni comedians ga chusi "baga ayyindi veediki" ani oorkukunda, mooda namakalani namme vallu entha dangerous o, vati valla labha pade ilanti vallu kuda vuntaru ani evaraina grahiste idhi katchitam ga samsakarana ki upoyogapadda rachane ............

But oka natakam intha kalam ga appreciation, applause vundi ante matram andulo vunna characters, vati pravarthana and even the movie. I cant help but visualise NTR, Savitri, CSR, Gummadi, Chayadevi in the main characters while reading ........... Girisham swagatalu, Madhuravani deppipodupulu, Agnihotravadhanulu kopam ga anna matalu, Lubdhavadhanulu titlu, Ramappapanthulu loukyam .......... Timeless ...............

Telugu sahityam meeda istam inka penchinanduku Gurajada variki many Thanks ............

God's Own Child

I just read this .........

I jus wonder wats the schema of things we are in ..........

I will try my best to be a better person because of Naresh ..........

GOD BLESS .................

Inspirational Story

The story above is very inspiring .. I think the solution to poverty is Education ....... If that could be provided, people living below poverty line can come up and people who see them could get inspired ......... Hats off to the teacher who thought and did this ............

Back to blogging

Hey All,

Its been a while (over a month), I wrote something here. The reason being combination of laziness, procrastination and a little bit of frustration. I guess a lot of people feel or wish they had nothing to do. Even me too and Gods did hear me and thats what I got in the last 2 months. Wanted to go to India in August, didnt happen as I was scared to return in October for job hunt.
In the last month Bava and Jagan got married on the same day, same time (All the best Dudes) and Chiru did float a party. Nothing worthy to mention here from my side.

These two months got me thinking that no matter how secure you feel about anything (whether its job, finance, career .......), it can all turn upside down in shortest time you can ever guess. At first you are taken back by it and then a sudden feeling of confidence grips you over (as you console yourself, its not your mistake) and when things are not actually going the way you wanted, you feel annoyed and then you just accept whats happening and finally the stage I am in right now comes where you feel this happened for a reason and how you could gain from this situation ...............

Thats where I am right now, I have ample time so I am reading. Making lot of calls to people in India, US ......... catching up with them after years probably (like prashanth, my cousin teja, one of my colony mates Karthik etc) ......... And at the same time theres a lot of introspection on what to do next? ........ Will post my ideas once they are concrete but I hope I come out a better person after this gap I had ........... Better when I talk, listen, understand, appreciate things ..........

Thats it for now ........... I do have a playlist I am constantly listening to these days but thats my next post ............... till then ............ Ameen ....................

Randy Pausch's Last Lecture

Last week I seen few of my friends changed there Gtalk status to "R.I.P. Raundy Pausch", initially I thought he may be some pop star or a sportsmen, and did not bothered much.

The buzz keep on going on, and accidentally I came across his Last Lecture video on youtube. His life really mesmerized me.

Randy worked as a professor in Carnegie Mellon Univ and was diagonised with pancreatic cancer. He delivered his "Last Lecture " at CMU, one month after he found he only had 6 months to live.Last lecture's are ongoing series of lectures at CMU where top academics are asked to think deeply about what matters to them, and then give a hypothetical "final talk," i.e., "what wisdom would you try to impart to the world if you knew it was your last chance?" Randy Spoke about "Really Achieving Your Childhood Dreams and how he worked to achieve his childhood dreams.

If you haven't seen it, I highly recommend it or read the gist




Randy's story touched me deeply, he accepted fate and was extremely brave to face the reality, in his 1hour 16 mnts talk you will never see fear in his eyes,words, body language, he teached about "living" and living and having fun. what will be my last lecture, What will you do if you know you are gonna die in 6 months..n that sheer thought making me shiver.

Random - 21/07/2008

Hey guys,

Update as on 21-07-2008

Emundhi jeevitham ala sagipothundi ...... Job lo change ........... But I guess thats OK ........... Last october nunchi working ......... so I deserve it anukunta ............ India lo pani chestuna guys ki idhi too much anipinchachu ............ but ikkada I am seeing it as a door for another chance ........... I would rather call that a chance rather than a oppurtunity cos chance is persued with interest ........ oppurtunity on the other hand is treated with respect ........ and respect prathi panini formal chestundi .............. its not that I dont respect my frds but naaku chanuvu ekkuva ........ ekkada maa madhya formality ledu ane anukuntuna ........... or there r issues I wanna say them ............... alochistanu kasepu ....................

No .......... nothing I think Kaka, Bava, Sai, Saikiran, Kittu, Sodhi etc . all have habits ............. lots I agree wit ............. a few I dont pursue but I njoy when they do it .............. and a very few which r annoying to some extent (Cmmon u guys I am being generalising here .....) ........... But the best part is I am not formal with any of them ............ I am not careful when I speak, behave with them .......... cos they take care of me ............. I am not worrying when I am with them ........... cos if theres an issue they worry abt me ............. so in totality I am being myself ........... having a grt time ............. so ee update .......... ee khali time ........... gave me a perspective to think abt my good things in life ............ it started with family (which we all take it for granted), frds (veediki entha badhakam frds ani kuda type cheyatledu .......... but the good part is thats my blessing) and my interests (movies, music, sahityam etc) ...............


So I all that typed is Random ............ so I better name the title random ................ random it is ............ njoy guys ................. God bless .................

Naa playlist month ki okati

So ekkuvu ga yem vintunanu adhi post chesta

Ee month nunchi prathi sari naa fav playlist marina prathi sari update chesta

Idhi June 2008 di

1. Kabhi Kabhi Aditi - Jaane Tu Ya Jaane Na
2. My Heart Is Beating - Jalsa
3. Sarikotta Chera - Pelli Pustakam
4. Lamha Lamha - Gangster
5. She be the one - Enrique
6. Hare Rama Hare Rama - Okkadu
7. Get Ready - Ready
8. Title Song - U Me Aur Hum
9. Neelo Jarige - Balu ABCDEFG

No Title

Dt:- 26/06/2008

Sitting in my office and waiting for a mail ........ once I receive that we can make sure project is done ........... Project is getting finished ante emi vundadu .......... inkoka dani meeda work cheyali ..

So ee gap lo emcheddam ante Blog lo emaina raste bavuntundi kada anukunnanu ..........

Ivala morning nunchi naa alochanalu oke sentence meeda vunnayi ............

Sruthilayalu cinema lo "Tandana adhi" song lo oka chota
"Andariki Srihari e Antaratma" ani vundi .......................

Oka manishi ki inkoka manishi ki teda ekkada vastundi ....... andari manasulo ayane vunte ..... mari inkoka manishi ela champa galugutunaru ................ oka particular manishi naaku nachadu ani andaru antaru ......... mari idhi entha varaku justified ............ so e paristitulo chatabadham ga vunte better a ......... dharmabadham ga vunte better a ......... ante manchi annadanni manam nammithe chala .......... naluguru nammala .......... okavela naluguru ante evaru ........... manaki telsina valla teliyakapoyina ekibavinche valla .............

emo manasakshi ki minchi judge ledu kabatti ................ amma nanna manchi values e ichi pencharu kabatti ........... manaki tochindi chesuku povadam better ............

Murari lo oka dialogue

"Bhagavanthudu karma sakshi matrame
Mahothkrustamaina manava janma ni ichadu"

Thanks devuda

ematram vignatha ni ichavu

As I type, maa guruvu gari lyrics gurthu vastunayi

ayana - Sirivennela Sitaramasastry Garu

Movie - Khadgam
Song - Musugu Veyaddu Manasu Meeda

"kontakaalam nelakochchaam atidhulai undi vellagaa
kotalaina kompalaina yevi sthirasti kaaduga
kaasta sneham kaasta sahanam panchuko vachchu haayiga
aanta kannaa sontamantuu prapancha pataana ledugaa

ninna emaina gurtukoste teepi anipinchanii
unna konnaallu gundenindaa saradaalu pandinchani
nuvvevaro nenevaro ee kshanaana kalisi na duddaam
saawaasam santosham ivi andinchi andarlo navvu nimpudaam "

Ravi is Bored

Oh my, what a troubled mind I have!

Or is it normal for people to spend hours and days contemplating over one tiny and probably insignificant statement.I think when they say, 'take life as it comes,' it just means to be more accepting of the reality that comes our way.

It doesn't mean that we don't panic or show apprehension, it just asks us to be perhaps more tolerant and compromising..AND THATS EXACTLY WHAT IM DOIN NOW..being tolerant and compromising.But how can one be prepared to take life as it comes??

I mean how does it work? Our mind does panic,anticipate,expect etc etc.. and will not leave us in peace!! Will we ever reach a point where the mind doesnt wonder off to ponder?! And with this super thinking brain of mine, how could I NOT contemplate ?! I really have no clue where am I, what am I tryin to do,who am I with and most importantly..WHY..

Gamyam - Entha Varaku

ఎంత వరకు ఎందు కొరకు ఇంత పరుగు అని అడక్కు
గమనమే నీ గమ్యమైతే బాటలోనే బ్రతుకు దొరుకు
ప్రశ్నలోనే బదులు ఉందే గుర్తు పట్టే గుండెనడుగు

ప్రపంచం నీలో ఉన్నదని చెప్పే దాక ఆ నిజం తెలుసుకోవా
తెలిస్తే ప్రతి చోట నిను నువ్వే కలుసుకొని పలకరించుకోవా

చరణం1:
కనపడేవెన్నెన్ని కెరటాలుకలగలిపి సముద్రమంటారుఅడగరేం ఒక్కొక్క అల పేరు
మనకిలా ఎదురైన ప్రతి వారుమనిషనే సంద్రాన కెరటాలుపలకరే మనిషి అంటే ఎవరు
సరిగా చూస్తున్నదా నీ మది గదిలో నువ్వే కదా ఉన్నది
చుట్టు అద్దాలలో విడి విడి రూపాలు నువ్వు కాదంటున్నది
నీ ఊపిరిలో లేదా గాలి వెలుతురు
నీ చూపుల్లో లేదా
మన్ను మిన్ను నీరు అన్నీ కలిపితే నువ్వే కాదా కాదా

ప్రపంచం నీలో ఉన్నదని చెప్పే దాక ఆ నిజం తెలుసుకోవా
తెలిస్తే ప్రతి చోట నిను నువ్వే కలుసుకొని పలకరించుకోవా
చరణం2:
మనసులో నీవైన భావాలే బయట కనిపిస్తాయి దృశ్యాలై నీడలు నిజాల సాక్ష్యాలే
శత్రువులు నీలోని లోపాలే స్నేహితులు నీకున్న ఇష్టాలే
ఋతువులు నీ భావ చిత్రాలే
ఎదురైన మందహాసం నీలోని చెలిమి కోసం
మోసం రోషం ద్వేషం నీ మతిలి మదికి భాష్యం
పుటకా చావు రెండే రెండూ నీకవి సొంతం కావు, పోనీ
జీవిత కాలం నీదే నేస్తం, రంగులు ఏం వేస్తావో కానియ్యి

Hats off to Guruvugaru ............

India Trip

Yahooooooooooo ......... going to India at last after 4 years

Enduko kani ekkuva exciting ga ledu .........

PR raka mundu chala eager ga vunde vadini eppudu veldhama ani ............. teera vachaka veldham le melliga anukuntunanu ............... bahusa inka enni trips aina veyachu anna dhairyam emo ...........

Bava cheppinattu manaki maname pattakulam ............. soofer ga cheppav bava ........... nee comments kosam aina blog update cheyyali regular ga ...................

Last post ki ippatiki pedda marpulu em levu ...........

PR vachindi anthe .........

Okka abbayi ni sponsor chestunanu 2 years nunchi ............. full time job 4000$ jeetham .......... life merugu padindi kada ani ............ 5th may roju inkoka ammayi ni kuda chestanu ee nela nunchi ani commit ayyanu .............. Plan organization vallu OK ........... ammayi peru Riya .......... 5 years old ........ intlo paristitulu valla chaduvu apesindi annaru ...........

So 5th May ki Riya vachindi life loki ............. 6th May ki PR vachindi (17 months of processing time taravata) ...............

konni chinna chinna vishayalu entha influence chestayo cheppadaniki idhi antha ............

mamulgane pillalo ammailu bavuntaru abbaila kanna ani naa opinion ......... inka bala padi poyindi ee incident taravata .............

Thanks Riya ......... nenu neeku ematram help chestunano telidu kani .........
You are my Lucky charm .............

God Bless ..................

Ilantivi jaraga kudadu

03rd May, 2008

Eenadu lo news item chadivanu poddune. Oka ammayi ni champesadu oka abbayi, thanani preminchaledu ani. Ammayi vayasu 15, abbayi vayasu 19. I am sure he will regret doing this for rest of his life.
Chinna pillala meeda ilanti influences ekkada nunchi vastayi. 19 years ki vadiki oppukoka pothe champestanu anna alochana ela vachindi. Elanti influences vunatunayi chinna pillala meeda. Alochistene bhayam ga vundi.
Vadiki shiksha padali, ila cheste jeevitham nashanam avthundi ani teliyali migatha vallaki.
I guess the root cause of all these issues (3 to 4 similar cases) is that evariki mana anna feel ledu thoti manushalu meeda. Chala lonely ga feel ayye vallu matrame ila chestaru emo. Fostering children is very important anukunta.
I feel very sad for the family. Paiga iddaru pani chestunaru. Child labour is sick. Naa company kanuka click ayithe, all the charity I will do would be for education of kids. Health ki chala mandi chestunaru. But helping poor children to study, atleast basic education upto 12th standard is the best form of service. Aa basic chaduvu vigantha nerpithe manchi cheduki teda chepithe ilantivi jaragevemo.
I am glad I am doing a little bit of charity as on now. Inka sampadinchi inka chala mandi pillalani sponsor cheyali. Poni ekkuva sampadinchaka poyina oka 5 pillaina sponsor chese range ki ravali. From today this is my motivation. To help a lot. Entha ayithe antha manchidi Touchwood!
God, Give me the strength, ability and most importantly patience to do this again and again in long run.

GOD BLESS.

Na meeda naake jaali

Inthaka mundu evaraina job busy, chala work vundhi ante ..... ento anukune vadini

gata 10-15 rojulu nunchi ...... naa paristiti alage vundi ......

Technical consultant ga .... oka client side velli ....... requirements tisukuni ....... oka report design chesi ..... valla chetha OK anipinchukuni .......... adhi maa supervisor ki cheppi .... inti ki vellali .....

Idhi naa job general ga ..... kani last 10 days lo ....... rough ga 25 report designs chesi ........ pata reports ki production updates prakaram marchi ......... konni kotha fields kavali ante ...... anni reports lonu aa fields add chesi ........ SAP memu vaduthuna Business Objects kondi kabatti ...... aa training sessions online attend ayyi ......... ee gap lo kotha project ki sambandinchi presentations, webinars prepare chesi ...........

naa kantu oka life vunda ane stage ki vachanu ............

maa manchi boss naa bada chusi ..........
time vunte weekend lo 8 hrs pani cheyi ...........
oka annual leave add chestanu neeku annadu ...........

weekend ki kontha work pettukuni ...... ippudu opiri pilchukuntunanu ..........

Jalsa lo Pawan kalyan chepinattu ......... ivanni pedda kastalu kadu emo ..........

anyways its feels nice to jus let this out ........
bore kodutundi anukovadiniki ............
evaru chaduvutharo kuda telidu .......

naa blog naa kosame kabatti ............
hamayya cheppesanu ..............

happys .....

back to work ..........
inko 2 hrs pani cheste .......

inti ki velli padukunta ...........
(ee week lo e roju kuda 6 hrs kanna nidra poledu) .........

shabash ra ravi ............... anukuntunaru kada ........
thank you ..........

My favourite songs - Part 1 - Jalsa

Ok
chala rojulu nunchi naa istamaina patalu pettukundam blog lo anukuntunanu
kani time dorakadu
and lyrics motham rasentha oopika vunte eppudo bagu padevadini
so orkut lo chala communities vunnayi, andulo chala mandi rastunaru lyrics
ala copy kottina naaku istamaina patala tho start e series
ekkuva ga seetharamasastry gari songs vuntayi, or motham ayina patale vuntayi

Jalsa
My heart is beating

my heart is beating అదోలా తెలుసుకోవా అదీ...
ఎన్నాళ్లీ waiting అనేలా తరుముతోందీ మదీ..
పెదవిపై పలకదే మనసులో ఉన్న సంగతీ
కనులలో వెతికితే దొరుకుతుందీ
teaspoon టన్ను బరువవుతుందే
full moon నన్ను ఉడికిస్తుందే
cloud nine కాళ్లకిందకొచ్చిందే
landmine గుండెలో పేలిందే

my heart is beating అదోలా తెలుసుకోవా అదీ...
ఎన్నాళ్లీ waiting అనేలా తరుముతోందీ మదీ..

పెనుతుఫాను ఏదైనా మెరుపు దాడి చేసిందా
మునుపు లేని మైకాన మదిని ముంచి పోయిందా
ఊరికినే పెరగదుగా ఊపిరి సలపని భారమిలా
నీ ఉనికే ఉన్నదిగా నాలో నిలువెల్లా
తలపులలో చొరబడుతూ గజిబిజిగా చెలరేగాలా
తలగడతో తలబడుతూ తెల్లార్లూ ఒంటరిగా వేగాలా
cell phone నీ కబురు తెస్తుంటే
tun gun మోగినట్టు ఉంటుందే
crompton fan గాలి వీస్తుంటే
cyclone తాకినట్టు ఉంటుందే

my heart is beating అదోలా తెలుసుకోవా అదీ...
ఎన్నాళ్లీ waiting అనేలా తరుముతోంది మదీ....

ఎపుడెలా తెగిస్తానో నా మీదే నాకు అనుమానం
మాటల్లో పైకనేస్తానో నీ మీద ఉన్న అభిమానం
త్వరత్వరగ తరిమినదే పదపదపదమని పడుచు రథం
యదలయలో ముదిరినదే మదనుడి చిలిపి రిథం
గుసగుసగా పిలిచినదే మనసున విరిసిన కలలవనం
తహతహగా తరిమినదే దం అరె దం అని తూలే ఆనందం
freedom దొరికినట్టు గాలుల్లో welcome పిలుపు వినిపిస్తుందే
బాణం వేసినట్టు ఏ విల్లో ప్రాణం దూసుకెళ్లి పోతుందే
my heart is beating అదోలా తెలుసుకోవా అదీ...
ఎన్నాళ్లీ waiting అనేలా తరుముతోంది మదీ....

Birthday ........ 27 completed

Birthday party baga jarigindi ........ bday bumps ...... oka 4 rounds vesaru ...........
its ok ........ variety ga 2 times cake cut chesanu ............
party was grt .............

The only thing not so good about the day ....... evaritho sariga matladaledu .........
intlo kani, praveen call chesadu vaditho kani, kaka call chesadu ta ....... missed it .........
parledu le ...........

Enduko I was not super excited about bday ..........

Definitely happy where I am rt now ....... and what I have ............
Career, Friends, Health and stuff .............

I guess as the years pass by .......... Its just another day ........
A day for retrospection anukunta ..........

Ala alochiste .......... cheyali anukuntuna konni panlu start chesanu e year ...........
so next bday ki I guess will b more content with myself .............

Ok rt now in a meeting ........... So bye now

Fitness ledu baboyiiiiiiii

Satish anna birthday kada ani bbq party pettaru maa inti daggara park lo. Chala rojulu ayyindi kada ani cricket adithe, ippatiki 3 rojulu ayyindi inka noppulu poledu.

Roju adukune garage cricket e best emo naa fitness ki. Gym ki velthunam kada fitness vuntundi anukunanu. Kani oka 30 overs adesariki aypoyindi. Ee experience taravata Sachin tendulkar meeda inka gouravam perigipoyindi.

Monna first final lo 40 degrees heat lo 50 overs adi century chesi, malli close to 50 overs fielding chesi, oka roju gap lo malli adelaide lo close to century and malli 50 overs on field. Nijam ga Legend.

October lo oka tournament adutunanu. Hopefully appatiki I will be fit. Wish me luck. Bye now.

Karunakar ........ la la la

I am at my office waiting for Training to begin, its a beautiful day here in Melbourne.

ఇవాళ నాకు కరుణాకర్ కి మొదటి పరిచయాన్ని గుర్తు చేసుకుంటా ...............
బావ చేసిన పనికి hostel లో join అవ్వక తప్పలేదు . Hostel లో దిగి, సందీప్ ని పరిచయం చేసుకున్నాక, అలా వెళ్ళి మిగత బ్యాచ్ ని కలిశాను.అందులో అందరు బానే ఉన్నారు కానీ, కరుణాకర్ మాత్రం కొంచెం తేడా అనిపించాడు.

"మెక్యానికల్ ఐతే ఇంకేంటి ఛంపెద్డాం అన్నాడు"

వీడు ఎవడురా బాబు .......... ఇంత ఫాస్ట్ గా ఉన్నాడు అనుకున్నాను.
అధి first impression

తరవాత 4 years నాకు ATM లాగా కరుణాకర్ అనా మాట ...........నిజంగా ఆ నాలుగు years లో నేను ఎప్పుడు కూడా భయపడలేదు. ఏమైన ఐతే కరుణాకర్ ఉన్నాడు, వాడి బాంక్ అకౌంట్ ఉంది అని ధైర్యం. 4 years లో చాలా విశేషాలు ఉన్నాయి. బ్లోగ్ లో కూడా చాలా స్పేస్ ఉంది కాబట్టి మెల్లిగా ఒక్క ఒకటి గుర్తు చేసుకుందాం మా ట్రైనింగ్ స్టార్ట్ అయ్యేలా ఉంది ............

Bye now

బావకి నాకు మొదటి పరిచయం

Blog లో ఏమైన ఒక మంచి విషయం మీద రాద్డం అని start చేశాను.కానీ తీర start చేశాక ఎం రాయాలో అర్ధం కావట్లేదు.సరే అని బావ బ్లోగ్ ఓపెన్ చేశాను.
"గతం ఎంతో ఘనమైంది" అని ఒక చోట రాసాడు.

నిజమే ............ జరిగినవి అన్ని గుర్తు చేసుకుంటూ పోతే .................. ఇంకా బ్లోగ్ లో ఎం రాయాలి అని ఆలోచిన అక్కర్లేదు.

So నాకు engineering ముందు అంత ఘనమైన చరిత్ర ఎం లేదు కనుక. ఒక వెళ్ల్ల్ ఉన్న engineering అంత ఘనమైనది కాదు కనుక engineering నుంచి మొదలు పెడత.

ఇధి నాన్నగారు కూడా చదువుతారు కాబట్టి ముందు ఆయనకి ఒకటి చెప్పాలి."వీడు జాబ్ ఏమైన చేస్తునాద అని కంగారు పాడద్దుఇధి ఖాళీ గా ఉన్నప్పుడు మాత్రమే ఒక 15 నిమిషాలు రాస్తను అంతే"

Day One-

నేను గణేశ్ బాబై ఒంగోలే లో దిగి హాస్టిల్ లో సామాన్లు పడేసి కాలేజ్ కి వెళ్ళాం .......... హ్యాపీ డేస్ సినిమా లో చూపించనట్టు అంత గొప్ప గా ఎంలేదు కానీ ................ ఓ నాలుగు బిల్డింగ్స్, ఒక చిన్న క్యాంటీన్ .......చాలు లే అనుకున్నాను .................. formalities అన్ని అయ్యాక పరిచయం ఐన మొదటి వ్యక్తి మా బావ
హాస్టిల్ బావుంటుందా లేక బయట better అని బాబయ అడిగితే బాలేదు అని చెప్పించు దేవుడా అని నేను మొక్కని దేవుడు లేదు కానీ న ప్రాణానికి .................. బావ ఇంకా అరుణ్ గాడు "హాస్టిల్ చాలా బావుంది అంది ............. మేము అక్కడే ఉంటునం ...................... ఎం పర్లేదు" అని చెప్పారు

హాస్టిల్ లో ఉంటే మన సంగతాలు అన్ని ప్రిన్సిపల్ కి, తద్వారా బాబాయి కి, అలా ఇంటికి చేరిపోతాయి అని న బాధ ................ అధి బావకి నాకు మొదటి పరిచయం.

ఇంకా అక్కడ నుంచి చెప్పుకుంటూ పోతే అన్ని చెప్పాలి. కానీ బ్లోగ్ లో అంత స్పేస్ లేదు కాబట్టి ఈ రోజు కి ఇంతే .....నెక్స్ట్ పోస్ట్ లో మా ATM Centre ఎంట్రీ ...............................

I am Sorry Son

Idhi naa short stories lo first one. Chinna chinna kadhalu anni collect cheyalani start chestuna.
Bhayapadalsina pani ledhu ............... nenu raasinavi kadu. Chadivinavi matrame.
Hope u ppl like them.

Listen, son: I am saying this as you lie asleep, one little
paw crumpled under your cheek and the blond curls stickily
wet on your damp forehead. I have stolen into your room
alone. Just a few minutes ago, as I sat reading my paper
in the library, a stifling wave of remorse swept over me.
Guiltily I came to your bedside.

There are the things I was thinking, son: I had been cross
to you. I scolded you as you were dressing for school because
you gave your face merely a dab with a towel. I took
you to task for not cleaning your shoes. I called out angrily
when you threw some of your things on the floor.
At breakfast I found fault, too. You spilled things. You
gulped down your food. You put your elbows on the table.
You spread butter too thick on your bread. And as you
started off to play and I made for my train, you turned
and waved a hand and called, “Goodbye, Daddy!” and
I frowned, and said in reply, “Hold your shoulders
back!”

Then it began all over again in the late afternoon. As I
came up the road I spied you, down on your knees, playing
marbles. There were holes in your stockings. I humiliated
you before your boyfriends by marching you ahead of me to
the house. Stockings were expensive - and if you had to
buy them you would be more careful! Imagine that, son,
from a father!

Do you remember, later, when I was reading in the library,
how you came in timidly, with a sort of hurt look in
your eyes? When I glanced up over my paper, impatient at
the interruption, you hesitated at the door. “What is it you
want?” I snapped.

You said nothing, but ran across in one tempestuous
plunge, and threw your arms around my neck and kissed
me, and your small arms tightened with an affection that
God had set blooming in your heart and which even neglect
could not wither. And then you were gone, pattering up the
stairs.

Well, son, it was shortly afterwards that my paper slipped
from my hands and a terrible sickening fear came over me.
What has habit been doing to me? The habit of finding fault,
of reprimanding - this was my reward to you for being a
boy. It was not that I did not love you; it was that I expected
too much of you. I was measuring you by the yardstick of
my own years.


And there was so much that was good and fine and true in
your character. The little heart of you was as big as the
dawn itself over the wide hills. This was shown by your
spontaneous impulse to rush in and kiss me good night.
Nothing else matters tonight, son. I have come to your bed-side
in the darkness, and I have knelt there, ashamed!
It is a feeble atonement; I know you would not understand
these things if I told them to you during your waking
hours. But tomorrow I will be a real daddy! I will chum
with you, and suffer when you suffer, and laugh when you
laugh. I will bite my tongue when impatient words come. I
will keep saying as if it were a ritual: “He is nothing but a
boy - a little boy!”

I am afraid I have visualized you as a man. Yet as I see
you now, son, crumpled and weary in your cot, I see that
you are still a baby. Yesterday you were in your mother’s
arms, your head on her shoulder. I have asked too much,
too much.


Morale of the story –

Instead of condemning people, let’s try to understand
them. Let’s try to figure out why they do what they do.
That’s a lot more profitable and intriguing than criticism;
and it breeds sympathy, tolerance and kindness. “To
know all is to forgive all.”


As Dr. Johnson said: “God himself, sir, does not propose
to judge man until the end of his days.”


Why should you and I?

Green Tea -------- To manage stress

Hi All. Good Morning. Its a very bright and beautiful day here in Melbourne.

Ebi lo join ayyina taravata veedu enti intha regular ga blog update chestunadu anukuntunara. Simple reason being - writing, i mean having a blog or scrapbook reduces your stress to a large extent anta. So inthakanna better emundi cheppandi.

Take a 10 min break, express yourself, adhi okasari chaduvukuni, malli back to work.

So ivala deni gurunchi cheppukundam.

Green Tea - Yesssss. Ivala nunchi instead of coffee, green tea tagutunnanu. Enduku ante chala reasons unnayi andulo konni.

Green tea has been used for stomach disorders, to prevent dental cavities, to lower cholesterol levels, as an antioxidant, to reduce cancer, and as a stimulant.

So more health consious ana mata.

Business Objects training day 2, baga jarugutondi, kani manaki engineering nunchi oke problem.

"మాకు మాత్రం చదవాలి అని ఉండదా, ఏంచేస్తాం పుస్తకం ముట్టుకుంటే నిద్ర వస్తుంది"
Bye now

I worry ........... and thats the key

In EBI right now, office బావుంది. Today met my CEO. Company గురుంచి introduction ఇస్తూ , success secret ఏంటి అంటే "I worry a lot about the company" అని అన్నారు. Success ఏంటి అని ఎవరికైన doubt వస్తే , 2006 లో start అయ్యిన ఈ company 2006 లో 1 million, 2007 లో 8 millions సంపాదించింది. ఇలాంటి ఒక 7 companies, he is CEO. In total his companies in 2007 earned around 84 millions.

పేరు - Stephen Mackley

ఇంకా తన speech lo points and మాకు పంపిన file lo points ఇక్కడ paste చేస్తున. Hope చదివిన వాళ్ళకి కొంచెం inspiring గా ఉంఢచు.

"To improve your emotional intelligence, you should be aware of how to manage your many emotions, including worry and anxiety. Worry and anxiety represent two different approaches to troubling thoughts or situations. However, while worry can have positive effects, anxiety can have negative effects. Worrying can assist you in reflecting upon and developing positive solutions to problems. On the other hand, chronic worry creates a cycle of anxiety and unproductive obsessive thoughts. Additional details about worry and anxiety, and some tips for dealing with these emotions, are provided below.

WorryWhen a troublesome thought triggers the emotional brain, worry kicks in. Initially, this generates constructive reflection, enabling you to evaluate the problem and assess solutions in a risk-free manner. Worry can serve a number of other useful purposes, including the following:
When you're threatened, worry enables you to assess your options, rehearse methods for dealing with them, and reflect upon desired outcomes.

Worry enables you to catastrophize—that is, to imagine the worst-case scenario. When you catastrophize, you imagine a series of terrible thoughts without a visual component. Because catastrophizing is expressed only as thoughts, not images, it does not leave a lasting impression.
Worry can suppress the physiological effects of anxiety. When you're worrying, your mind is occupied with a number of thoughts; meanwhile, anxious sensations are lessened because the mind is distracted from the original triggering thought.

AnxietyWhile worrying can have some positive effects, anxiety is a strictly negative experience. Anxiety focuses attention solely on the issue at hand and moves the mind to obsessing. This leads to an endless cycle of inflexibility and unrealistic perceptions, and limits an individual's ability to develop creative solutions. Anxiety causes physiological reactions such as sweating, a racing heart, and muscle tension. It causes an individual to ruminate on dangers of all kinds—even things that have no chance of happening. Anxious people see trouble at every corner. In extreme cases, some people can even become addicted to anxiety.

Research has shown that the first step in minimizing anxiety is self-awareness. You need to train yourself to identify situations that trigger worry, images that prompt worry, and sensations that signal anxiety in the body. Once aware of anxious thoughts, you should actively challenge them. To do this, you should question your assumptions and maintain a healthy skepticism about the occurrence of worst-case scenarios.

Worrying puts you in a frame of mind that enables you to rehearse and evaluate possible solutions, while anxiety builds on itself and leads to unproductive, obsessive behavior. Learn to recognize the difference between worry and anxiety, and remember that worrying is a natural, healthy emotional response to troubling thoughts and situations. However, anxiety can have negative effects. Therefore, practice the techniques described above to deal with anxiety, and minimize its negative effects. Using these techniques, you can work to improve your overall emotional health."

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